A love poem but not...???

Written a yearish ago, this is when i started to get my creative process in order :)

My Emotions flow but cannot be expressed
My heart is pounding but I cannot speak
My eyes fill with tears but I cannot tell you why
My soul is writhing but I cannot tell you the way I feel

I see you and it sends me through a surge of emotion
That quick jolt of nervousness quivers through my veins
The blood rushes to my cheeks
The adrenaline pulses through my body

Your eyes lock on mine and hold me still
Your lips part ever so slightly revealing that perfect smile
I melt; I’m like putty in your hands
But you’d never know, because

My Emotions flow but cannot be expressed
My heart is pounding but I cannot speak
My eyes fill with tears but I cannot tell you why
My soul is writhing but I cannot tell you the way I feel

I fear I will fall because when I’m with you
The world fades away and we stand there alone
On the edge of the world, teetering
One false move and all will be ruined

I’m scared if I reveal what I feel
You will reject what I say and my heart will be broken
Never to be whole again, battered and beaten
So you will never know, because

My Emotions flow but cannot be expressed
My heart is pounding but I cannot speak
My eyes fill with tears but I cannot tell you why
My soul is writhing but I cannot tell you the way I feel

To see those eyes and the sparkle they have
It takes my breath away
My chest becomes heavy
My heart leaps to my throat

I feel so horrible yet so good
I tremble with anticipation
But I shiver with fear
I can’t find the courage to make these feelings go away, and

My Emotions flow but cannot be expressed
My heart is pounding but I cannot speak
My eyes fill with tears but I cannot tell you why
My soul is writhing but I cannot tell you the way I feel